“I won’t let you just…” He searches for the right word. His hands are incredibly soft, like a cloud touching me. I say, right before he kisses me again, “If you kiss me again, I’m going to knee you in the balls.”

I seem to float upward forever, like when I was a little girl and Daddy flung me into the air, feeling as if I’d just keep going up until I reached the edge of the galaxy. I can feel his heart slamming against my palm and I can smell his breath and feel the stubble on his upper lip, a sandpapery contrast to the softness of his lips, and Evan is looking at me and I’m looking back at him. Holding my hand against his chest, his other hand sliding across my neck, his touch feathery soft, sending a shiver that travels down my spine into my legs, which are having a hard time keeping me upright. Some proof from the text that Cassie was freaked out by him/that his behavior wasn't okay. If somebody ever read my personal writings I could never forgive them for it.Īnd, let's not forget that he saw her naked (when he changed her clothes) before he even knew her. I forgot all about the reading her diary thing. It's her crush, for crying out loud, please can she get together with him, instead. When she met up with Ben/Zombie I was really happy, because I became hopeful that she might end up with somebody other than Evan Walker. (I'm serious, there's a spoiler coming up) I didn't understand when she fell for him, because I'd still be mad about the underwear changing thing.

By the end I chalked their relationship up to Stockholm Syndrome, because there's no other way she would like him. Not to mention keeping her in his house and not letting her leave. while she was unconscious!) And kissing her when she didn't want him to. What with bathing her while she was unconscious (and changing her clothes-including her underwear. Am I the only one who thought that Even Walker was creepy as all get out? I mean, he really freaked me out.

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